I SEEM TO HAVE DONE A LOT OF WAITING IN MY YEARS......AND AM STILL WAITING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT EXACTLY IS IT THAT I AM SO PATIENTLY HANGING AROUND FOR.....Let me see if I can put it all down once and for all so i can figure it out if I may have just missed tha boat.......
1) Like any other single woman who is quite aware of what a shelf life is, and who is slowly going deaf coz the clock (obviously u know what i mean......no need to explain) is ticking.........am waiting to have a baby.......but in order for that to happen effectively within the parameters of socially acceptable norms.....I need to find an able and willing donor. YEAH yeah there are plenty of able......but not sure about the willing. Then again you get them willing but not so able........wonder if years and years of dealing in dental ceramic could be the cause of not bein able....hmmmm ...all that drilling must have taken its toll.
2)WAITING FOR THAT ELUSIVE LITTLE EMOTION THAT HAS BEEN THE CAUSE OF WARS AND GREAT CRIME.....THE SUBJECT OF AWARD WINNING FILMS AND BEST SELLERS.....and for me, the cause of much grief and embarassment.You see I must explain that last statement......I was embarassed by the grief it caused .......I mean just because a guy proclaims his love for you on a saturday and then he has a change of heart on Monday....does that mean you must bawl your eyes into a different shape.....and silly me has done exactly that....so am now quite ashamed of that ..though back then I imagined I was some tragedy queen in a Hollywood saga.......the thump back to reality still smarts......Hey Girl.......crying and sleeping...crying and sleeping ....thast not going to feed ya is it.....so I got back on my feet and life was good again....at least until the next TRAFFIC SIGNAL.....where i obviously missed the Thump.....
