That time of the year......

Christmas is in the air....once again......hardly seems like a whole year has passed since my last christmas which was quite forgettable, in fact ...am not looking forward to this one at all.
Just another day without my family.....mom is in Australia and my bro is at sea .......probably Brazil. Honestly its one of the saddest and most depressing times for me........I miss mom very badly and everytime I make a resolution that next year I will be with my ma and bro but it just never happens......guess i have to work even harder at it.
i know ma is alone and i wish i cud just close my eyes and be with her.......put my head on her lap and sleep for a month.....
Family is so important and i see so many friends that dont appreciate enough.....it makes me wanna wring their necks and scream at them.......especially when they use the cliched lines .....what have you done for me.......Wake -up dude this woman gave birth to u ,she gave you the gift of life.....and if she cannot afford to buy you the latest cell phone ......then just make do with the one she got u last month......even though the one she uses has cellotape all over it ,just to hold the cover in place ....she is keeping it together.

Ma I miss you!!!!!

My first time

Hi, Am very nervous doing this , so though I have no clue how to blog at all ........i have decided to plunge headlong into this .......and discover for myself.......am sure I am gonnna forget my own blog address if that is what its called. Well guess am in for the ride of myself ...only i dunno who is driving .........thats cool " Life is a rollercoaster ............" dats the song I am listening to right this minute and its my absolute favourite song in the whole wide world.
Ok now I am going to figure out all the options and settings that I can use.......this is amazing....gotta go talk to u soon